I just got back yesterday from a two day get- away with my husband. It was a lot of fun and the depression I’d been feeling previous to it was gone. We really enjoyed each others company and he had surprised me with a night in a hotel suite – complete with in room hot tub!
My anxiety began to rise as we headed home. I felt close to a panic attack and my chest felt really tight. By the time we got home, I needed to go lie down in bed for awhile. I’m confused about it all. Is it about being home? My soon to begin job? Relationships? Last night, I felt depressed. But not this morning. I’m off to meet some of the people I’ll be working with, tour the rooms and hand in some paperwork. We’ll see how I’m feeling after that.
I just want to cry and am having a hard time holding it in.